Wednesday, February 16, 2011

My Own Woman

Today I am very emotional. As a woman this is allowed. It is not a sign of weakness, it is just who I am. It has been a very emotional week with weird dreams and emotional conversations with many people that I care for. In having this weird week, I have decided that I need to get a tougher skin. I need to not take things so personally. Though I will admit this is easier said than done.

So I am going to do my best letting the water roll off this stone, so to speak. I will not let what people think affect what I do with my life, and who I am. That is for me to figure out and decide, not for people to tell me.

On the flip side, this week has been slightly better than others, health wise. Starting on Monday I have been hitting the gym everyday with a friend. I started out fairly slow and I have picked it up a little bit. Today I "climbed" 18 flights on the stairmaster and I went on this really awesome workout machine that is a cross between a stairstepper and an elliptical. So cool! I went for 20 minutes and I felt great. I stepped on the scale after my workout and I have officially dropped 1.5 pounds since I first weighed myself a few weeks ago. I don't know if it is from what I have been doing differently or if it's water weight, but it felt a little bit nice to see the numbers a little lower.

So this diet plan my husband and I are going to try should be starting after my birthday. Well, that is after everyone comes to visit for my birthday!! I have people visiting almost every weekend in March to celebrate the big 21st birthday. The diet plan doesn't allow drinking alcohol, so we are putting it off until then. I know it sounds dumb, but it's the fun because the seriousness I suppose. In the meanwhile, I am going to try and work out and be fit! Oh, and for those of you who don't know, we are going to try the HCG diet. A friend's family tried it and had good results. So I guess next month we'll be getting started.

I still need to put up some before pictures....but it is just a tad bit daunting. I feel self conscience putting them up before I lose weight.....Maybe I'll take them and keep them to myself until I have better news. What do you guys think?

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